Hey everyone…missed you all :D
I know I've been away for a while now but I was following everything, about all the voting and that dark-stupid-horse…and I voted in all the links…hope they just listen before they ruin everything.
Now, about this topic, it's not really as Bangel as it looks…its more about understanding this sentence. Cause of all the things I hate, dislike or disagree with in the Bangel relationship, this is one of few things I couldn't find an excuse or a reasonable explanation for.
Season tow, Buffy told Angel that when he kisses her she wants to die!!! And I keep wondering what Buffy (or Joss) meant by that. Because one of the reasons I do strongly believe that Buffy was in love with Spike in season six was that he was THE ONLY ONE WHO MADE HER FEEL ALIVE. Isn't that what you should feel with the person you love?! Why would you want to die when the person you love kisses you? I wasn't sure if it was suppose to be Buffy trying to express how strong her feelings for him are, trying to tell him that she's not as naïve as he stated in the fairytales speech he gave her before those words? I thought maybe she was trying to tell him that when he kisses her she's so full and satisfied that she doesn't want anything from this world and even if she died at this moment she'll die happy or something, but that sounded so stupid. Because if that's how she feels than she should want it to last as long as possible…she should want more NOT WANT TO DIE!!!…I also thought that maybe it was her comeback to his speech – because yeah, it does sound more of an insult than a love statement to me- but at this point Buffy was crazy about him and practically throwing herself at him so I don't think she'd do that either. The most logical explanation that I came up with was that Joss had a meaning that I couldn't understand…I know Joss likes playing with words and using symbolism and stuff like that but I usually get them…apparently not this time, though, so help me please.